I haven’t been feeling well lately, but I’ll try my best to catch up in the next days.
One of the reasons why I started this blog is because I was in a dull, confusionary and stressful moment of my life and I wanted to something that woud distract me from reality. I have been struggling with University for quite a while now, I really don’t like the couses I am following but, still, I have always tried to keep on going. Then I got to a point where I was about to leave University and look for a job. I was pretty much ready to do it, the only thing that stopped me was the fact that I have already spent a lot of time trying to get through this and I wouldn’t be 100% happy giving it all up like this, I would feel a big loser, not gonna lie. Plus, it would be a huge disappointment to my parents who really count on me.
I met up with a long time friend of mine, whom I have known for 17 years (crazy to think about it!), a few days ago ad we had a catch-up over dinner. I wasn’t in the best mood because of this decision I had to make. I told her all about it, she’s a student as well so she perfectly understands which is very important, and she just said the right words to me. I really needed it.
So, I decided to just suck it up and do it. I will work harder than ever and, for sure, in the end it’ll be the best reward.
I will also try to post regularly!